Today went to church ..
woke up at 8.30 , left home at 9.15
went for 2nd service .. so bored :x
after svc went to mama shop buy food .
have to rush back coz got duty ..
Vera is our new leader for usher and hospitality :)
Usher and hospitality maybe merge together :)
Maybe joining dance ministry !
I actually paid attention to what Jon's sermon ..
I really have to get out of the hamster wheel .
I won't let the emo feeling controlling my life !!
I won't let anything repeat itself .
I will let everything go !
I will only focus on God nao :)
Although i haven't really get over everything , but i will still try my best not to think of you , forget my love for you ..
Daddy God will be the only one i love !!!
Quite Emo todae , but i didn't show it out ..
I dun want my feeling to hurt or worry the person around me ..
Nao i will just hide my feeling and act like nothing happened and be happy when i am with ppl ..
I will be always happy outside and crying inside ..
I won't let ppl worry about me .
why can't i forget you ! i just want to focus on God nao :(
I have to forget you , but i really dun want to .. but i just have to give up everything ..
If there's a second chance , i will really cherish it ..
but now there is no second chance anymore ..
I have to give up , let go and move on ..
Why can't i do that ...
I am afraid of losing you when you're not mine anymore ..
I hope you won't forget about me ..
Have to wake up at 9am but i still can't sleep nao :(


i won't forget about you .
i will love you as i have love you in the past .
hope that really you won't forget me .
Hope that we still have second chance .
i will always love you <3

26 June
Went out with my awesome clique 5+4 NN .
Have alot of fun .
The korkor call me go ignite .
Gwennie pei me ignite tgt ! I LOVE HER TTM !
haha !
This days alot of things going through my mind .
Dun wish to think !
Ppl tell me not worth it but i dunno .
I have been struggling to get out of that feeling ..
Everyday feel emo , sad becoz of you , but you dunno ..
Haix i want to get out of that feeling !!!
will do a short post for today .. i have no mood ..
And somemore val ask me go sleep at 1030 .. so
good night !

Ytd when to val house .
play-ed maple ..
when home , quarrel with ppl ==
Cried ..
Emo ..
Then another guy make me upset again !
then slept at 1 . woke up 3 . then slept at 4 then woke up at 5 .
didn't sleep well ..
Today , went to eat breakfast with mummie at mac ! long time nvr eat mac with mummie le
After that , come home .. chiong homework and everything ..
NOW facing com . doing research for SCI
I HATE RESEARCH . IS BORING !!
but no choice lah .. sad lo have to do :(
HOPE that someone will sms me , coz i am bored ..

210610 was an awesome day for me ! ♥

have a new clique 5plus4 NN (:

Love that clique so much ♥

Today we was celebrating enhao advance bday and andom belated bday (:

At first was studying , then play wii with val , ivan and andom ! But in the end still went back to do my algebra homework ! :(

At night after enhao's tuition , we went to TM rooftop to play ..
Wanting to smash the cake with whip cream on enhao's face but in the end failed :(
But nvm >.<>.<
After that , we have a compeition of drinking water again !
Enhao , joedy and andom one group .
ME , jolin and ivan another group .
Losers have to do forfeit .
In the end , We lost !
Have to do forfeit another time (:

I seriously like 210610
Will always rmb the date ♥

20th june

I was at ECP ..

Bbq was not very good ..

Have alot of fun playing indian poker ..

Forfeit is have to drink water ..

i drank 3 cups of 100plus , 2/5 of one bottle of water , 6 cups of water ..
and i puked in the end :(

And i met new friends ! (:

Yesterday , 13 june ..

MY church got sport tournament ..

Went for First svc .. Wake up damn early ..

david asked me to join his group with cheryl and some of his other poly friends .

prepared everything and bring all the food and drinks to ping yi sec ..

The game Was quite fun .

Won 2 rounds , lost 2 rounds .

After everything , we packed up and go back to church

After that , me , val , xinyi and gwen went to mac to eat our dinner ..

After eating , went to gwen house then after that went to val house ..

About 12am reach home ..

SMS-ing ppl till about 12.45am ..

damn tired !

fall asleep immediately after putting down my phone ..

that's all ..

BYE !

On Saturday , 12 june ..

We celebrated Val bday at spot-ed

Enhao put the whipcream on my face ..

Andom smash the whipcream on my face ..

SO evil lo >.<

We spent about 2 hours decorating the whole room ..

We ate one of the cakes ( enhao bought 2 )

We spent time playing Wii there ..

SO fun !

nothing to post le (: