Today went to church ..
woke up at 8.30 , left home at 9.15
went for 2nd service .. so bored :x
after svc went to mama shop buy food .
have to rush back coz got duty ..
Vera is our new leader for usher and hospitality :)
Usher and hospitality maybe merge together :)
Maybe joining dance ministry !
I actually paid attention to what Jon's sermon ..
I really have to get out of the hamster wheel .
I won't let the emo feeling controlling my life !!
I won't let anything repeat itself .
I will let everything go !
I will only focus on God nao :)
Although i haven't really get over everything , but i will still try my best not to think of you , forget my love for you ..
Daddy God will be the only one i love !!!
Quite Emo todae , but i didn't show it out ..
I dun want my feeling to hurt or worry the person around me ..
Nao i will just hide my feeling and act like nothing happened and be happy when i am with ppl ..
I will be always happy outside and crying inside ..
I won't let ppl worry about me .
why can't i forget you ! i just want to focus on God nao :(
I have to forget you , but i really dun want to .. but i just have to give up everything ..
If there's a second chance , i will really cherish it ..
but now there is no second chance anymore ..
I have to give up , let go and move on ..
Why can't i do that ...
I am afraid of losing you when you're not mine anymore ..
I hope you won't forget about me ..
Have to wake up at 9am but i still can't sleep nao :(


i won't forget about you .
i will love you as i have love you in the past .
hope that really you won't forget me .
Hope that we still have second chance .
i will always love you <3